Transit lounge

Right now, and these days, I feel like I'm waiting in an airport for an indeterminate length of time.  The only difference is, I'm LIVING that and not waiting FOR someTHING at a specific time... there's just no conclusion, like boarding a plane or reaching a destination... and I'm not even sure if I'm in the right airport anyway, or, why I'm even IN an airport, waiting, anyway?
I'm so tired.  I'm not sure if it's the hot weather we've been having lately or not sleeping properly or something else, but I just am so tired and exhausted.  I know we ARE waiting for something (visa, move preparations, finishing work+life here before moving), but I really... feel like I'm a damaged rowing boat, filled with water, slowly being scraped up a sandy beach by the tide...
I haven't made a LOT of progress on Golden Ice, it's just been so hot and uninspiring.  And I've been trying to research camcorders.  It's just not working.  I don't want to fork out R5000 for a video camera, but each one I read up about (+-R2500 - R3500) has some problem that seems bad.  One doesn't have a pause button, another has bad picture quality, another sucks when shooting in low light conditions, some have file formats that are apparently troublesome to convert to files the computer can read, etc etc etc.  But anyway, Panasonic seems decent, but the one I'd like isn't available here yet.  I want to start recording stuff to chronicle our year.  I don't recall if I blogged this already - probably have.  Anyway, it'll be fun.  Except I don't know what to buy!!  What's extra frustrating is I'm always perky and wide-awake AT WORK, when I CAN'T research ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GUHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't wait for tomorrow.  Switchboard ALLLLLLL day...