I just give up!

I just fuckingwell give up.

 

A friend, who works about 10mins' walk away from me, emailed me earlier this week to ask whether I could meet up with him and his sister during lunch on Thursday (today).  At first I couldn't, until I swapped switchboard day for this week, so I was free on Thursday.  I emailed telling him and so we were on for lunch today.  I didn't pack lunch, because it was all arranged.

 

Except, now, at 12:50, hbbm gets a phonecall, regarding something he's been working on since 16:55 yesterday.  It has to go out today, during lunch.

 

YES, my fucking lunch.

 

MY FUCKING LUNCH.

 

He asked whether I was going out during lunch... but it's a fucking rhetorical question because it would just create such a fucking fuss if I were actually to GO out when I'm needed here that I JUST GIVE UP!!!!!!!!!!!

 

So I sit WAITING AROUND til 13:30, before I even GET ANYTHING to work on.

 

So all this basically is, is WAITING, WASTING MY LUNCH BREAK.

 

Thanks so much.